Best selling point, worst feeling

It one of my best selling point yet my worst kinda feeling. I do not condemn people whom prefer to use other but recently i felt emptied. It like like when ever those u know who are u person find me it is all about using me like a tools. And no.... i am not smarter nor dumber i am just normal person. Then why me everytime? U imbecile just lazy to find sources and ask me to do instead. Feeling needed is a good feeling yet another type of betrayal. Y betrayal? It is as if ur being used like an item and throw away once the usage is finished. Zzzz...... altho i dun deny i use sum ppl like tat too haha.