Gloomy dayz...

no idea y.... so sad......... maybe coz i did sumthing i regret...... wat ppl say is true after all.... when u did sumthing good, u never get it back.... well i know of this and i dun really wan it to return any favour.... but still i help out..... but in the end i got hurtful comment instead.... i never got this kind of depress b4 so i kinda felta gonna expressa this stupid feeling..... few day had pass tho but still it lingers on.... like sum prick sticking on my heart.... and no idea y i still feel it still..... ppl always tell fairy tales of how u will be rewarded when u did good deed.... but fairy tale is totally crap there is no happy ending to anything at all except fairy tales....... this thought is torturing..... and i feel like crap now.... argghh.... i hope this stupida feelinga gonna vanisha........ zzzz may god release my torment.....