Life SUX

err.... shame to say but i am a failure.... hoho..... yes i admit i fails to be a human beings.... human being is all about forgery.... fake identity.... fake boobs ..... fake personality...... fake everything la..... but i cannot fake everything argghh.... i am who i am... to change is to fake...... to fake is jsut an adaptive process of fitting in..... even my own family told me to be "fake". Argghh... this world is just utmost ugly.... my older family member had been working for too long and forget wat is it like to be pure and innocent.... u know wat they taught me? this is no laughing matter and it still sux to know it.... they told me "when ppl treat u eat and ask u is it nice with the food, u cannot say ok la, so so lo and etc. u must react in a happy way and say nice comment". wat the.... i know la out of courtesy u shud say nice.... but isn't it all fake? imagine everyone in this world lying about everything and masking everything... isn't that scary? if power was given to me, i will change this world but it is no longer the world i know, this world is harsh and full of obstacle..... that is y we always improve and developed..... so wats is wrong with being urself? absolutely everything, u cannot be ur self, u can only be an impressive image u wanna ppl think u r. Pathetic bastard. i still wanna be myself....